Life

Four walls surround me

a roof over my head

my furniture is decent

my body is fed

Yet inside I'm hurting

I'm feeling so alone

No where to turn

In a world so cold

I never imagined

Id end up this way

I thought my skies

would be bluer

Than they are today

I need to feel special

I need to feel loved

and yet I sit here

feeling so alone

This isn't the first time

I've felt this before

The hard slams of

Love's special door.

I knock no one opens

I beg and I plead

I pray for answers

each night

on my knees!

~Jesilyn~