Do You Know

DO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!

do u know what it's like to pray for death,
wanting out of the world but, can't do it your self..
do u know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep.
no one caring what you feel or think..
do you know what it's like to feel all alone.
when there are people around u within your own home....
do you know what it's like to need some one near....
when the burning of silence rings in your ears.
do u know how it feels to die with out love....
to go months or years without being told.....
do you know what its like to give your heart away.....
when the person u love won't give u their time each day....
do u know how it hurts, have u felt the pain.....
do u know how it feels when your tears fall like rain..
do u know the emptieness, and the need to let go.
and everyone tells u what u already know....
do u know how it feels to hang on with both hands.....
to the heart of the one....the heart of a man...
do u know how difficult life is when love dies.....
when u can't see the rainbow from the tears in your eyes.......
this is my thoughts I feel my own pain..
I'd give up eturnaty if u'd feel the same...
as you turn to walk and go..
these are the things I want you to know........
( It's becoming my life to have to accept
that love is a fantasy thats out of my grip)
By Jesilyn Tolson