REMONISING

Looking through the files

The cabnit in my mind.

Trying to recall the memories

And the feelings once left behind.

Each page reviels emotions

Both happiness & Pain

We shared a lot together

I hang my head in shame.

Why couldn’t I have stopped you?

Why did you have to go?

What am I to do now

The time it goes so slow.

 I’m fighting for an ending

To the time we once did share.

It would be a whole lot easier

If I didn’t have to care.

But I do and it is painful

Remembering what is done.

The game of life is something

You neither lost nor won

I hope that you can see us

And know one thing for sure

It’s not the same without you

Not being in this world.