IF

If I had told you the dreams I had each night

Would you have held on to your life

And tried to make things right?

If I had been there to talk

When things were rough

Would you have made it through this

And felt my loving touch?

If I had kept in contact

Would you have let me know

The feelings that you could

Lever let me go?

Could we have been just friends

I wonder to myself

Living here upon this earth

For me is a personal hell

For I can only wonder

if I could have changed your mind

There is a loss inside me

I can not leave behind.

(Written for Donald C Boswell)