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here I sit with thoughts and words racing through my head.
evaluating the woman whome I don't understand.
It started oh so long ago to be exact I could not say.
But Ive felt this many times before the lonliness and pain..
I'm longing for theromance and the closeness I know exisits.
I'm reaching for answers and some happieness.
each time I try to sleep at night , I awake each time the same.
with feelings of an emptiness, like a candel without a flame.
I day dream of all my fantasys and pray for god to hear.
but, each day passes endlessly while alone I try to heal...

by jesilyn