Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Remember me

Remember Me!!!!!

I wanna be remembered
for all the things I've done
I wish to be remembered
for all the hearts that I have won
to have people speaking kindly,
remembering who I was.
And never looking sadly down
at people whome I loved.
I do not wish for u to cry,
when ever I am gone.
For, we will see each other again,
when our new lives have begun.
You can shed a tear happieness,
for I can hurt no more.
Remember all the good times
and the smile that I wore.....
Remember Me!!!!!
By jesilyn 1998

Pathway To peace

bluer skys they lie ahead.
My inner child must be fed.
I've lived through worse than this before.
My heart has mended where it's been tore.
I seek to change the life I live.
I have the knowledge and a will to give.
What holds me back is fear and greif.
never knowing when I'll susceed.
Even down I have a the will.
I will not be satisfied standing still.
I'm peering through a tunnel dark.
My only light is a tiny spark.
I'll hold the spark and walk the path.
in hopes I'll reach my peace at last.
So watch my progress although its slow..
I'm reaching my destanation, I know....
by jesilyn 2001

Questionable

another silly poem this one I think every one can relate to.....
(if u dare to be honest)
QUESTIONABLE?
must one be alone to feel this way?
Do you have to be happy to wear a smile on your face?
Is one always sad when tears are shed?
Is love only felt while lying in bed?
Does the word forever mean eternally?
Is this the way things are meant to be?
Does the good always win?
Is the best on the top?
Does the questions ever stop?
Who made Adam?
From whom came eve?
Are the answers correct that we receive?
Does every one feel love in the same way?
will I know the answers to these
and others some day?

A Voice From The Grave

(this poem was written a few years ago as I sat beside my mothers grave in pain and anguish as I looked at the other graves around me....think about it the next time you walk thru a cemetary)
A VOICE FROM THE GRAVE
( this is a question to read the answer read remember me)
as i strolled through a very sacrid place
i heard a voice so boldly say
please don't leave
take me home with you
in my head i thought
those voices couldn't possibly be true
Yet as i walked the things i saw
caused me to understand
how a soul could feel forgotten
left in the hard cold sand
no one to come to visit
no way to see the sky
how loneyly it must be
for some one who just died.
some get pretty flowers
while some are left alone
some of the plots out there
don't even have a stone
I look around and wonder
what my future holds
will i ever be forgotten
and left here all alone?

The Front



if this don't make sence don't worry...nothing in my life does....this is an out let for that i am feeling.....................
THE FRONT
waiting on pins and needles..
wondering what the moment will bring.
will i feel complete or silly once again...
life is cruel and heart break real..
love is an illusion only lucky folks feel..
life is dim, and my heart grows week...
fearing I will never find
what would make me complete...
first a prince, then a knight...
slipping away like the stars in day light...
I grasp and I hide what exsists behind walls.
I can not allow pity to fall....
got to hold up the front...
gotta show i am strong...
gotta make the clown carry on...
so put on the make up, and post a smile...
pretend that u're happy with mere survival.
 
~JESILYN 2001

Human Emotions


Human Emotions race through my mind.
Like scattered ashes through out time.
I face the world with eyes of rose.
Adventure into thoughts unknown.
Passions flowing I await
The day when I will meet my fate.
The wind blows colder yet I am warmed.
By a soul that makes my world seem whole.
His words they comfort as I fall fast.
My soul reachin for peace at last.
For now I embrace the time we share.
In hopes that we will have a future there.
Written By: Jesilyn 2001
( to that special someone who lights my life)

Monday, February 11, 2013

Can I Trust You


                               
  Can I Trust You

Can I trust you,
  With my hopes,
  With my dreams,
      My Heart ?

 Can I Trust you,
With my body,
 With my soul,
  My Heart ?

 Can I Trust You,
    With Me,
        With all that I am,
           My Heart ?

 Can I Trust You,
      That you will always be there,
             That you will try not to break my heart ?

 Can I Trust You
  To love me,
    Just Me ?