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They
say the pain will go away
It
will just take some time
If
you open up your heart and soul
To a
person who is kind
For
I was just a child
And
he was a grown man
Doing
things to hurt me
That
I couldn’t understand
He
took his hand in mine real tight
And
kissed my soft pail skin
He
pulled his body close to mine &
Then
he put it in
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He
said it was his finger
I
knew that he had lied
For
he took something from me
It
cut just like a knife
No
you can’t replace it
I
really wish you could
I
tried real hard to forget it
Because
he said I should.
He
suffered not for what he did
It
was I who paid the price
Bad
memories are all I have
Forom
this stage of my life.
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I
would die to show you
How
much you mean to me
But
you show no compassion
For
my feelings and my needs
Your
words are rough like sandpaper
That
rubs me deep inside
My
tears stream down my face
Destroying
all my pride
When
we make love I wonder
How
long this thing will last.
For
you are not forgiving of
The
wrong that’s in my past
My
heart is over flowing
With emotions that are strong
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I
want to prove to you that
My
love will linger on
I
suffer with the heartache
That
you inflict each day
I
want this marriage not to fail
To
God I start to pray.
Dear
God help me remember
The
love that we once had
And
let us have it back
Again
for I really love this man
I
know you will see the truth
I
will forgive him everytime
And
give my dreams to you.
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How
do I cope what do I do
How
do I handle you?
I
tried to spank it made things worse
I
tried to ground but you refused
I
tried to love but you looked away
I
fear I’ll loose you someday
I
love you unconditionally
I
try so hard why can’t you see?
I
hate to scream, it makes me cry
I
really cannot understand why.
You
hold your ears and look away
I
look to god and start to pray
People
say I’m doing wrong
They
say I’m the one who is head strong
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I
try to explain whats going on
They
point their fingers; their judgement wrong.
Because
you mean the world to me
I
don’t understand why no one can see
I do
my best to fill your needs
I do
without of everything
I
stay up late and worry about
The
way you act when we are out.
I
fear the way you tell some things
You’re
a child and know not what it means
My
only hope is that we can change
I’m
turning it over to God’s hands.
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